Small towns....

[ellcrys70]

So, Kyle's wife, Christine is going out with Brian, Kynan's sperm donor father. This was funny enough. Now, however, because Kyle got annoyed and has a big mouth, it's a bigger deal. Apparently he told Christine that if she's happy, fine, but her boyfriend is a loser who doesn't pay for child support. This lead to 'Who's the supposed mother?' etc. and Christine confronting Brian as to whether he actually has a child or not. The loser says, "I can't lie to you, I don't know, I might." Way to be honest, butthead.

Anyhow, Christine said she was going to call me and Kyle flipped. He tells her, "Look, Nikki is the only reason that I'm not a crackhead and she's kept me sane, leave her alone and do not call her. She knows everything because I've told her, she does not need you calling her too.":
I said I didn't care one way or another. I mean really. It's not a big deal. Brian won't risk it being blown up into too big of a deal because he'd have to open his wallet. Men suck.

Went to an interview at the Enmax Center today for a Concession Operator, which I thought was to be a worker but is actually a manager, so we'll see, I should know by the middle of the week. I just wanted it because it's 0-20 hours a week, evenings and weekends, which is perfect to fit in with my other job, and it pays fairly well per hour.

I found my 'Kyle' song. It actually just came to me while I was listening to the radio the other day. Fits pretty good. I told Shanna that I'm tired of fixing men for other women and that men never end up with the girl that helps them out of the abyss, they go to the next one cause the one that helped them knows too much and saw them be pathetic and sad and they just want to forget about that hurtin' time. Shanna said to give Kyle a chance but I think she's just biased because we've all been friends a long time. I'd like a man to be there for me just once, instead of the other way around. I don't think it's too much to ask.

Here Is Gone by the Goo Goo Dolls

You and I got something
But it's all and then it's nothing to me
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me
And we wake up in the breakdown
Of the things we never thought we could be

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

Chorus:
And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be all you need
Somehow here is gone

I have no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

CHORUS

And I don't need the fallout of all the past
That's here between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

CHORUS

And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
I can feel you falling