Cold......brrrr....
Nov. 3rd, 2003 07:01 pmI could go into why this is kind of twisted and true in a way, but I think I'll leave it as is.
Kynan was sick today so I did my lunch supervisor, which almost led to the injuries of a few of my kids who were doing their best to piss me off today. Not that that was hard probably. I need to be a little more medicated at school, sometimes.
Took Kynan to the doctor's afterwards to get some codeine cough syrup cause that's the only thing that works for him, and then to the pharmacy to fill that and put in a refill of my tranquilizers. You know, it's a good thing my doctor trusts me, cause she hands me pretty much whatever I ask for as long as I have a reason. It's great. Of course, she also knows I have a great phobia of drugs that I don't normally take so it's the same old prescriptions all the time anyways. And I'm pretty sensitive to meds too, so no real danger of overuse.
Snow is piled everywhere, ruts in the roads, it really blows. And it's cold. The temp. is -11 but with a windchill of -19. I think that they should just say it's -19 then, cause it's misleading otherwise.
Hee hee, watched the Simpson's Treehouse of Horror XIV last night. It was hilarious. It opened with Kang and Kodos bitching about having a Halloween special in November, then showing that they already had their Christmas stuff up.
My Halloween costume was a big hit, I was Raggedy Ann and for some twisted-ass reason my ex's in the bar found that to be a real turn-on or they were really drunk. Or both I guess. It was funny actually. I went to talk to Louis and bug him because from where I was it didn't look like he had a costume on. He had a mask which he donned for me, then showed me he was wearing a long black coat.
"What do you think of my coat?" he asked.
"It's great." I replied, "I could go home and dress slutty and come back here and work for you."
He smiled and put his arm around me, "Yeah, you could. I could make alot off of you, I'll bet." Which sounds bad, but in his own way he was giving me a compliment.
"Nah, chump change." I said, then I went back to my group on the other side of the bar before his hurting woman came back. She's a bitch.
Later he came up and said, "You look really good, you know?"
I looked up at him with a raised eyebrow and said. "I'm dressed up like a fucking doll, Louis."
"I know, but still...." he answered.
Then Bill Anton, the boy who taught me to French in Grade 2, came up and was hugging me from behind while he was talking to Jay, and he kept saying, "You look good." And I was thinking, "Not a chance buddy, you may be good-looking, but I hear how you live your life. No thank-you."
Then some Kawneer boys came in and I decided it was time to leave. The conclusion that I've come to is that my ex's are all hurtin' and the ones I attract other than them aren't any better. It drives me nuts.
And my neighbour friend Tammy was making out with Levi, a young biker chick that hangs out with her. They were kissing etc, and fondling each other. I just shook my head cause I knew Tammy likes to do that sometimes, but it really got some of the people's attention around us. The guys liked it though. Of course, swine.
I'm listening to the Eagles, all that talk of Louis and his stupidity got me reminiscing. This was the only song that he said was "our song". Of course, it couldn't be a happy one.
But it's a good one.
The Best of My Love- The Eagles
Every night I'm lyin' in bed
Holdin' you close in my dreams
Thinkin' about all the things that we said
And comin' apart at the seams
We try to talk it over
But the words come out to rough
I know you were tryin'
to give me the best of your love
Beautiful faces and loud, empty places
Look at the way that we live
Wastin' our time on cheap talk and wine
Left us so little to give
That same old crowd
Was like a cold dark cloud
That we could never rise above
But here in my heart I give you the best of my love
Oh sweet darlin' you get the best of my love, oh
Sweet darlin', you get the best of my love
I'm goin' back in time
And it's a sweet dream
It was a quiet night
And I would be all right
If i could go on sleepin'
But every mornin'
I wake up and worry
What's gonna happen today
You see it your way
And I see it mine
But we both see it slippin' away
You know we always had each other baby
I guess that wasn't enough
Oh, but here in my heart
I give you the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin'
You get the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin'
You get the best of my love
Every night and day,
You get the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin' you get the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin' you get the best of my love..