Mar. 19th, 2003

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Well, a great big hug going out to my program leader who has decided that I can use my previous courses in CIT to make up credits that I need to graduate next month so no need to take any more classes. YAY!!!!
I was ready to lose it!
Appeals board still trying to decide if I warrant more cash or not, even though they know I'm totally broke. ARRG!
At least Student Awards at the college is helping out to the max to get me the money. I'm happy that everyone is going the extra mile, it really maintains my faith in human nature.
Shane calls frequently to tell me he loves me, misses me etc. Where the hell was he when he lived here? Sad.
Shelley Fraser came by and said that I should stop trying to explain things to him because he doesn't change his mind anyways so what does it matter? It just frustrates me. She's started to try it with Wayne and I guess it's easier to deal with him so I'll have to try it too. Counsellors are great, you go to them and then pass on what you have learned........
Found a sweet pair of Doc Marten's on Saturday. On sale too. Yeah, like it matters. I can't afford a pair of canvas shoes from Zeller's.

"And I raise my head and stare into the eyes of a stranger,
I've always known that the mirror never lies.
People always turn away from the eyes of a stranger,
Afraid to know what lies behind the stare....

Is this all that's left of my life before me,
Strait jacket memories, sedative highs?
No happy endings like I was always promised,
There's got to be something left for me.

How many times must I live this tragedy,
How many more lies will they tell me,
All I want is the same as everyone,
Why am I here, and for how long?"

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